grad day was definitely one of the best highlight in my life. I AM OFFICIALLY A STAFF NURSE! i truly miss my clique. they brought me so much fun, the kind of laughter that i will never find in working environment. i'm truly glad we all made it out of nyp!

I AM A STAFF NURSE? from student nurse to staff nurse, there's so much so much changes in life. the role as a staff nurse is so much different. when i know i need to rush through everything within my shift, i even think going for break or to the toilet is a waste of time. one second is so damn hell precious. i really wish i can be competent soon so that life will get easier. i miss my prcp mates, wenlin and isabelle. i miss working with them, those naive days when we had so much time to laugh and talked to our patients together. they have been there for me during prcp when work became so sucky. but now that we all are seperated to different ward, i always wonder, do i have friends i can really talk to about work gets too stressful and gossip about sucky colleagues? no, i dont have ):

my love. 24 hours, always there for me. constantly showered me with care and concern, and surprises. i remember times, when i ended work so late but he waiting for me an hour without a single complains. i cried my hearts out to him when i feel so damn tired of work, his always there, never failed. i feel so blissful having a wondering partner. his the best thing that has ever been mine :)
 

i guess thats all. within this months, life has been quite routine. work work and work, trying so hard to adapt the role as a staff nurse as it is my final destination. i found myself quite settled down, having a stable income, a satisfying job, a loving family, and a boyfriend who take care of me so well, i have nothing else to ask for. life is so great, i wish it will not end this year. please, dont end this year.