here I am writing out the first entry of 2012
flashing back, 2011 has been a very eventful year, i guess i'm actually gonna miss it alot.
erm, where do i begin ? there's so much to say, so much to reflect on, so much that i have learnt, so much i have seen. it’s a year that i've made many new friends, strengthened some friendships with my classmates and besties, lost many friends, lost some friendships.
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the first 8 months of this year, i found myself finishing up my life in NYP. time wasn't just burnt on fyp and projects, but also, enjoying the joy laughter in tutorials and lectures, outings with my clique. And of cos, the best volunteer trip to chiang rai in march marked the best memories. my resolution for 2011 was to enjoy being with NR0915 to the fullest, yes, i did it (:
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the hardest thing that happened in 2011, was probably, going through awful changes in my past relationship that didn't work out right, and to finally let go after so much of struggling. tears and chaos, i've been through it alone, walking around with a smile, went through patterns of my day as if there's nothing wrong. i'm glad i didn't have to go through it again. but i honestly have no regrets loving and doing any of the things i did, all I feel is sorry that I did it so wrongly.
But but! every ending has a new beginning.....
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I met the best thing that happened in 2011. I know it happened a little quick n sudden, but I wouldn't feel bad to be blissful. Because for once in my life, im truly am. Yup, the best thing was...

yes, gabriel ong baiwan, a best gift from angel. he read my mind, hear my thoughts and see my feelings just perfectly. seriously, although its only few months together, sometimes i feel as if i've known him since long before i was even born♥ i'm pretty sure we are meant for each other. the last few months of 2011, i found myself having hearty smile by myself, looking forward to every morning when i woke up, and his the reason behind it, making me smile with all the messages and surprises, listening to me like a full time bestfriend. i wonder how would my 2011 end without meeting him, i'm so glad i did. i'm really contented with life now. hope that things will stay constantly smooth... (:

talking about 2012 resolution. erm, i wana keep it simple. just to enjoy the things, the feelings, the love and the people that is left in my world, yup, being happy is all i need.

Happy new year. hope it's not the last year.
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