this post is going to be so mushy, because i can't explain why, i really miss being with them. every single one. AHMOI, the blur one, always showing her happiness when we are together. ML, the oldest friend among all, the one always truthfully stab people in the face so you cant hide. hahaha. GLAD, the one who always make an effort to spend time together, always listening, always laughing, and consistent concerns for me. JOHN, the one who bring out the best in me, cheer me up with those sweet nothings. YUAN, he knows me so much more than i know myself, always nagging me to have confidence.

they are humble, never assumed that i know everything that they do, giving me honesty to say i don't know. they never doubt my abilities when i always, always, always doubt myself. i love being with them, being myself, laughing at the senseless joke when honestly, sometimes i dont even understand.

and saying this not because anyone offended me.

looks like everyone is so busy. moi busy with her 1.2k job and her intensive saving plans. ml with work and par-tor-ing, and soon her degree. glad with her fav accountant job and tution. john always busy searching for new friends and tuition. and yuan striving crazily hard for his condo. seems like i'm the most free one among all(except for weekends i know). till then, i realised, growing up, stepping into workforce, seems to be the toughest part of life.

but always remember, there are always someone out there who care for you, though some may not say it, or may not express themselves all that well, or just find it hard to show that they care, they will always be there.