sometimes, i feel that that world is hard without him....
Friday, January 28, 2011 | 11:50 PM | 0 comments
finally, a morning free to visit him. i really miss him so much. i always miss him terribly much after dreaming of him. miss him driving us around for supper. miss sitting in his taxi with open windows cos he knew i love to 'eat wind'. miss cooking maggi for him when he reached home in the night, he always said my maggi was the nicest. and i would sit on the chair beside and look at him eat, and the raisin bread soaked with milk when he started to have swallowing difficulties. miss sayang him on his botak head then he would look up with his huge eyes. miss the smile when i told him results, and i miss being motivated to do well by the smiles. i always have his picture around, cos i think it's my fuel.
a terrible week i've been through, next week will be better right (((:
i'll see you tomorrow and i have so much so much to say...
