bid goodbye 2010
Saturday, January 01, 2011 | 11:59 PM | 0 comments
whatzzzzup 2011
countdown with my loves at gladys's sweetest home! had her mummy's steamboat, chat and laughed, shared our resolutions. simple, yet the best and sweetest countdown with the 5 besties and lard(((: the funniest part was, ah moi, the girl who eat super duper slow had her chicken rice from 2010 to 2011.
i realised blogger.com is good cos just one click, i could recall all my resolutions for every year since 2007. 2010 was to relax and i've really accomplished that!
i thought of so so many resolution last night. because if world is going to end in dec 2012, i would have around 2 more yrs to live, there's still so many things i want to accomplish in life.
i want handle my emotion well, because there will be more and more grown-up problems in life.
i want to erase my vulgar habit!!! but this morning i just shouted it so loud, then i thought maybe forget it, i should just be the way i am only at home
i want to spend more time with myself, friends and most importantly, family
for school, i just want to cherish this year with my funniest clique and enjoy my unique smile to the fullest during lecture!
lastly, i want to change...... i want to be a better person
last night after the countdown, john yuan moi and i talked about each others bad point. spent the whole night thinking through what i need to change. yah right, i've been so secretive to my feelings and problems, yet i expect my friends to tell me theirs. i've kept too much to myself. and yes! i'm super contradicting, i guess it's because i've never been truthful to myself.
there's so much so much i need to change, so let me know if i'm really really bad person. but i don't change for you, i change for myself. hahaha
was reading through every post in 2010. i found out that i've become a much happier person now, doing things i love to do, being with true friends i love to be with. i'm stronger too, after being through so many ups and downs, realising the people who accept me and is always there for me.
my 2010 could have been perfect if ............ this would be the last thing i keep to myself.
HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone, and dad.
sincerely wish people around me will be happy and healthy, especially grandma. and those i love will never leave me.