you will help me right, dad?
Thursday, November 11, 2010 | 10:22 PM | 0 comments
tonight, im not going to touch any more school work, just rant here. i really want to shout !#&^$$#*!^&^&*@ out.. to anyone who pissed me or talk to me right now. i can even stab anyone with a knife, so i need to isolate myself..just few days ago, i was still telling choy fatcat that i was so motivated in the things i do. but fuck, just few days only, today, things changed drastically, i'm just utterly demoralised by something or some people. i'm pissed off, but still pretended like i'm so patience. i want to cry, but still pretended to smile. hugged him so tight and cried, stop and think why should i cry, does crying makes me feel better? i want to do a research method on this question, fuck research method anyway.
take one step at a time, cos it's always like that, eventually i would be able to find many good reasons for whatever that had happened. i should have calm down and never vent my anger on him ): ate lots of chocolate to swing my mood again, then had a wonderful sakae sushi dinner with fatcat, sis and bro (: and i enjoyed weizheng and raudah's praises after tapping card for them. WAHAHAHA.
life is always full of helping hands and hope(:
ok, enough, i think i have serious mood swing.
YESTERDAY on thurs, watched the DUE DATE after school , super funny. then went to bottle tree park to reminiscence our first date before we were together (:
the huge fish that granted his wish on 19 may 2009. hahaha! made our new wish there(:
my cute but qian bian KEN he brought from australia.
me: so is KEN our son or what?
him: u want our son to be like a kangaroo meh! of cos his our pet.
LOL -__________-
