magnium mini was a joke today. haha. my classmates are really merepeek. although it's tiring waking up at 6 plus every morning, i still enjoy school. being able to see a special friend in lectures, the waving and smiling that always seem like our first time, carolyn made my lectures worth attending even if i didn't learn anything ( :

test and presentation are just tmr and thurs, is after holiday the reason why i'm still so relax, or is it that i'm really losing focus.

really couldn't concentrate, so i went running alone just now. then i had 2 big packets of potato chips for dinner while reading through my notes, and now im really having real bad gastric discomfort that makes my concentration worst ): i hate the feeling, hate my stomach.

i need my bestfriend's help :( i have been scolding lots vulgarities because of really small matter. it has become a habit. during secondary sch if she heard that, she wouldn't speak to me. help me. i need a punishment just like last time. MINLI!