Tuesday, May 25, 2010 | 11:31 PM | 0 comments
sudden urge to pen down my feelings....that person is driving me to the end of my tether. i feel like i'm playing a 'good' person by bearing with every word he speaks that seriously turn me off. i would rather be alone, lunch alone, dinner alone, home alone. seriously lar, that person is wasting time in nursing when he did nothing but fearing of every single thing he does. what the hell, what a man..
it doesn't much affect my happy mood. attachment was so great that i wish it wouldn't end, cos when it ends, i'll go crazy with test and presentation.
more and more things to look forward in ward 76. i love the patients, although today that new uncle was trying to test our patience. ah gong was so nice to me, and i promised him i would visit him since he stays so close to my work place.
my mouth has been really cramped cos i just can't stop smiling, i've come to realise. the thing i want most is to keep the smiles on the faces of those around me, this is why i'm giving mine to them ( :
sometimes i felt that i kept too much secrets to myself. i've been doing and thinking things so secretively. no one would understand why.... as i'm confused of my own actions and thoughts for those secrets.
i miss you, my friends. and i love you. please remember.