Monday, November 30, 2009 | 11:29 PM | 0 comments
brought cousin out to picnic with jiemin and zara on sunday.小花姑
i'm beginning to like her a lot. a girl with low self-esteem, hoping to be pretty and have straight hair like other kids. but she didn't realise how beautiful she is on the inside..
Friday, November 27, 2009 | 5:50 PM | 0 comments


brought cuzzie out just now. i'm being really patient with her unlike last time. and actually, i'm contented to see her happy. ( : neoprint was fun !
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yesterday spaghetti was a success ( : hoho. it's been really tough, but i'll hold on. happy 6th.
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i personally feel that i'm smiling a whole lot lesser and faker. maybe it's been too long since i met my besties. i miss all of my besties so much. i truly hope God will take care of her.
cos i really miss her laughter and being myself.
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it's been so long since i had a long chat with James.. i wasn't quite sure what i am stress about, definitely not school work. but after pouring out everything to him, he made me realise, how much i hate myself for being a poor listener and incompetent person. i'm determine to change but i've no idea where to start. this days, i'm being really sensitive, thinking that people hates me for my stupidity. that's why i say, i miss my besties cos i wana be myself.
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not forgetting to thank people who make me laugh in school.
i find that i'm very slack this time compared to last semester. i really have to start my engine and be a nerdy book worm studying for one reason, dad..
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i've got no idea why am i hopping around with joy when i make this new friend. silly to think that, maybe we're really related in our previous life. hahaha.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 | 7:14 PM | 0 comments

6 months of love... ( :


classmates always say i look like tweety bird?
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 | 8:09 PM | 0 comments
i hate it so much, when always, the electric supply tripped out !!! the fear was so intense, because it made me feel that the house really really need dad so much )': i thought of taking over some of his role, but i am always timid at home. i always need him in my life.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 | 8:53 PM | 0 comments
finally my mood swing to a good one today.because my mood depend on him alot.
took some pictures with gang (:
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omg. i think i really look freaking ugly in this picture. lol.

after school, me and gang went ttsh to visit seri. hope that seri will get well soon cos the class really need her. had lots of laughter on our way home. thanks raudah. she really made me laugh a lot till my face cramp.
100% alike. haha.
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i hope the rest of the day will be happy like today.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 | 3:48 PM | 0 comments
Happy Birthday...Tuesday, November 10, 2009 | 11:47 PM | 0 comments
people actually think a lot about themselves only. i am going to reflect upon myself, whether i'm such person. a person who only think about what would help them, rather what would help everyone including yourself. cos i really hate being in this unfair situation.i'm ranting a lot this few weeks, and i find that my heart is getting narrower. cos i can no longer accept things i could last time, even little things like calling names that i don't like to hear. i can feel that i'm changing, i don't know why and i don't like the change in me..
Monday, November 02, 2009 | 12:32 PM | 0 comments
i've nothing much to blog about. here's a few random pictures i took.
brought grandma for eye test and made her first spects! she's really adorable.













