a very precious sunday spent at JB with minli, wanxian, ven, johnson, hanwen and a full of shit friend (not to allow to mention name here).haha. we really had a great time, eating wanton mee and icecream. watch 2 movies, the unbelievable and tsunami. dancing. and dinner at the alley way.
first week of attachment was great. i'm one step closer to my dream again. i wrote down my objective that i want to achieve every day, i want to be strong, i want to overcome it. but never did i achieve any of them.
seeing patient lying on the bed. unmovable. limbs swollen. waiting to eat their fav food. hoping to have a good sleep without any disturbs. claiming that they are alright. crying for doctor to discharge them. everything just remind me of dad. when i thought of him, eyes always became watery.
i hate myself for being emotional. and being selfish to think that, it would be so good if last time i could provide dad with very basic care patiently, just like what i did in the ward now.
i'm getting use to everything, i'm very happy for what i'm doing now, but i just can't overcome the grief.
i cherish my family so much now, and i'm getting more and more afraid to see mum and grandma get old and weak.

can the one i love never leave me? results are out. i saw dad's smiling up there.
Picnic at marina barrage with fat cat (: when we reached, we found a nice spot, lay the mat and it started raining. what a dampen.. so we had our food under shelter(: went to fly kite after rain stopped. although there was only a little breeze, it fly quite high, we had fun!




the panda bread that i did.








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after marina barrage, we went to visit his sister his sister and the new baby girl (:

attachment starting tomorrow, today was consider the last monday we could spend the whole day together. despite being tired and had a bit of argument, we had a great monday together (:
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what happened to being real? i'm totally lost. . .
i like the blurry look that summer give everytime i wake him up.
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i like the way winter eat excitedly. she has big appetite!
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i love my babies.
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i'm quite lazy to blog about my holiday, cos i would rather sit down and look at my terrapins every night when i reach home. haha. holiday was great cos i got to spend more time with friends. enjoyed at work too, except in clinic. attachment at ttsh starts next week! very excited about it.
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thank you james for sharing the expensive mooncake with me, to celebrate my bond deed signing day! hahaa. lovely september friends!
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Happy 20th birthday wing! (7sept)
thanks for coming into my life like a god-sent angel. she's a friend who treat me as her girlfriend, or i can say, her wife. haha!


a beautiful gift from my girlfriend(:
the left one named winter, and right one summer.
i could just sit down there for hours and watch them crawl and play. terripins are so cute. i love them so much.
thank you wing.

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actually i never thought of finding a new pet for myself since buibui died 3 yrs ago. buibui was blind and sicked, i could remember how loud i cried when he died and for months i totally couldn't get over. funny thing is, buibui was only with me for two months..


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the day i saw the gift, i told myself i should have enough courage to accept death cos in the future, i'll be seeing it many times. very happy to see that the two terripins are healthy.

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fucking employer.
his such a smelly asshole,
the worst person ever!!!
one day i would really give him two tight slap and kick him to Timbuktu!

09/09/2009
a very special day spent with my besties GLADYS and YUAN(:

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