treasure the present moment

Monday, April 27, 2009 | 8:39 PM | 0 comments

school was so good ! after school girlfriends and I went marina square for JIA XIANG MIAN!

it's really hard to find friends who have so many things similar but i found them! (: our thoughts, likes and dislikes and many things are so alike. look forward to school to meet girlfriends everyday!

Sunday, April 26, 2009 | 1:18 AM | 0 comments

sat is always good day for me, despite feeling so damn tired.

damn, i'm so in love with kids. i thought of quiting my sat job in mpm and concentrate in studies and clinic job, but i just can't bare to leave this job i've been working for so long. i always get so attach to things ):

headed to clinic to work! 流浪汉 came !!! for that instant. i nearly stop breathing.

Saturday, April 25, 2009 | 12:31 AM | 0 comments

prata at thomson that day i couldn't rem when.

lessons today was good but really tiring. i'm so near to my goal (:

my girlfriends.

met besties after school ! best day of this exhausted week.

love being with them (:

worst time of the year, feeling so fat and ugly!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 | 3:53 PM | 0 comments

first three days of my life in NYP have passed in semi-blur. although i didn't have enough sleep, i still enjoyed my days because lessons are all so interesting, my friends are nice and i actually met a girlfriend, wingchuuuu! (: haha! i wrote down my things-to-do list and there's still alot not accomplish yet. i need plenty of time for my family, my friends, and myself! just to relax and take some deep breathe. sometimes i really wish i do not have to work so i didn't have to spend so much time on time plan.

my dear bestfriends...
i do miss you very very very much (:

off to work

Saturday, April 18, 2009 | 10:23 PM | 0 comments

a friend kept me waiting alone for so long yesterday and gave me an unacceptable reason. sockteng won't throw temper one lar! but it's my first time feeling so pissed that i really wanted to scream at him. totally upset being treated this way, felt so unimportant. i just want to say, sometimes,
please just take me seriously, i do have temper....
especially the person i am now.

yesterday was my orientation. i am really happy to meet some people with the same passion. my classmates are good, or maybe it's too early to judge (: my class is international, with people from china, nepal, myanmar, malaysia, hongkong ! there's only three guys, and one of them is the oldest among all, 27 years old.. (: i think i have a little hard time making new friends because i'm so used to my usual clique that only with them i can be myself. but like what i always say, we'd probably go our own ways. afterall, our interests differ, we do completely different things. this time i really have to adapt to the change. however, in my heart, they will always be around.

back to topic, the orientation wasn't that good compared to sp. how lucky i was, out of all the student in school of health science, i was given a mystery card, and actually went up to the stage for a couple fashion show! there were 10 couples, we were group 9. my partner and i, trying to be funny, chose the weirdest wear among all, we actually won! $20 starbuck voucher ! wahahaa!
the games were boring, or maybe because i was sicked.

my dear classmates.

after orientation, waited and forgave this friend because of the HK cafe treat ! but seriously, i've learned a lesson. i won't wait for anyone..

thank you very much for listening and always helping to change me to a better person J , you're the best person i have ever met.

sat.
today, as usual, work at mpm was good, but very busy. i wasn't feeling well. found replacement for clinic job and went back home to sleep immediately.

took this last week. who can resist cutie pie like zhiyang.

jaren and ethan, the two boy i love most.

i realised i smile and laugh less often. i angry a little more quickly. and i'm just like so restless, so fatigued like a zombie. i'm lost as to what i really want. can i be like last time again? )':

为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 | 12:47 AM | 0 comments

a couple of months, i was really quite alright

did i breakdown finally?

i think of dad

find nobody to be there except him

everything in my heart, goes unheard

probably i've never tried to explain

i miss him very very much

i'm always finding ways to put my aching heart to rest

i regretted being impatient

i regretted telling him to leave if it hurt so much

i regretted not spending enough time with him

i regretted everything i said i'll do but i never did

my heart is heavy with remorse

in that instant, i forgot how to breathe.

lay in bed every night

wishing to meet him but never happened

not even in my dream

some said i'm strong

nobody is

there are times when people break down

i've kept too much in my heart

perhaps all i need is a good breakdown

once in a while .

i love you so much

Monday, April 13, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0 comments

HONGKONG TRIP DAY 11 1st APRIL

last min shopping with yiyuan. then lunch with Fuk's mum and cousin. fuk sent us off i'd miss home very much so last day at airport wasn't a teary one. but i don't know will i ever go back to hk again and meet fuk. singapore is still where i belong(:

FUK's VERY NICE FAMILY !

they say she looks like me, especially our eyes.

big goodbye hug for ah fuk!

a picture taken that marked the end of HK trip !

in the plane (:

afterall, i do enjoyed this hk trip, it made me know my friends and myself better. especially yiyuan, the one who took care of me well and helped me survive throughout the days. i'll never forget the memorable trip.

came back feeling lost. i really didn't spend alot, things i wanted to buy i forced myself not to. i need money for laptop and school... hais.

| 11:58 PM | 0 comments

HONGKONG TRIP DAY 10 31th MARCH

I LOVE MACAU VERY VERY MUCH
see pictures, you'll know how beautiful macau is, and lots of yummy food (: