cos i really miss her laughter and being myself.

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it's been so long since i had a long chat with James.. i wasn't quite sure what i am stress about, definitely not school work. but after pouring out everything to him, he made me realise, how much i hate myself for being a poor listener and incompetent person. i'm determine to change but i've no idea where to start. this days, i'm being really sensitive, thinking that people hates me for my stupidity. that's why i say, i miss my besties cos i wana be myself.

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not forgetting to thank people who make me laugh in school.

i find that i'm very slack this time compared to last semester. i really have to start my engine and be a nerdy book worm studying for one reason, dad..

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i've got no idea why am i hopping around with joy when i make this new friend. silly to think that, maybe we're really related in our previous life. hahaha.