Tuesday, April 14, 2009 | 12:47 AM | 0 comments
a couple of months, i was really quite alrightdid i breakdown finally?
i think of dad
find nobody to be there except him
everything in my heart, goes unheard
probably i've never tried to explain
i miss him very very much
i'm always finding ways to put my aching heart to rest
i regretted being impatient
i regretted telling him to leave if it hurt so much
i regretted not spending enough time with him
i regretted everything i said i'll do but i never did
my heart is heavy with remorse
in that instant, i forgot how to breathe.
lay in bed every night
wishing to meet him but never happened
not even in my dream
some said i'm strong
nobody is
there are times when people break down
i've kept too much in my heart
perhaps all i need is a good breakdown
once in a while .
i love you so much
