i hardly drink, but when i do, that's when i really have too much things clouding my mind that i need a good sleep. i can't remember what happened but i'm always thankful for van, J, jiasheng, wenxiang and wenxiong 's company and always taking care of me (: they made me laughed until i nearly wet my pants. haha. wxiong is a brave man, we knew he felt the worst but all along his the one making us laughed most. i don't understand how could a girl hurt someone like this.

i really don't know what to believe. as i'm always reminding myself : no sock, you're nothing special, don't believe, don't forget how you got over things that ended up doesn't belong to you.. i came to realise, when you like someone. you'll feel so inferior and next know that you won't have a chance and wanting to give up so much.. i'm really afraid, i don't know exactly what i'm afraid of but i just felt so. i don't know what xxx said is true and i don't have the courage. i guess it really isn't wise for my to like someone. perhaps i'm too serious.

i'm going Bangkok later at midnight and will be back next tuesday. not for volunteer work this time but SHOPPING ! goodbye friends.
and i'll leave everything unwanted there.
my feelings for xxx especially.

picture with my special friend. Hahaha.

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