went to aunt house for the new year gathering. young and old played blackjack together, so happening.. happy to receive two more angbaos from the my two cousins. i wouldn't want to grow up and get married, but i guess no one can ever hide from it. haha.
went da yi's house to see baby. my first nephew, Joel(:

so adorable and huggable. little Joel keep farting and was really smellier than ours. haha.
i love babies, and i love this family.

last year's cny gathering, he brought lots of coins wanted to gamble. but when he was there, he couldn't do much, not even eat, only drank milk, and sat with his head down. everything just felt like it was yesterday. but when i was reminded that his dead, time crawls like forever, because it takes me long get close to him again )': those days when hug him from the back, when i held his swollen and wrinkled hands tightly, stroked his hair, lay close to him, study like crazy just to see his smlie. everything can never never never happen again.
please don't leave me.
)':
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