im already nineteen. i don't know what's right and what's wrong, i don't know what to believe and what not to. things i knew was wrong, i'll do it. things i thought wasn't true, i told myself to believe. things i know it's true, i told myself not to believe. that's how i train myself to be brave. what am i doing? i need someone to guide me. i'm drifting away from my family and friends, even further away from myself. finally have the courage. but things just replayed constantly in my mind to discourage me. how can i clear up the mess in my mind?
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