Hi, its 2009 today! year 2008 just passed in a blur. well, this year has been like a roller coaster ride, a bad ride i should say. all the way from the beginning of the year, i have been making my life really busy to forget things that i can’t forget, or mayb choose not to?

Looking back, my resolution for 2008, in fact every year was to be confidence, for this, i think i’ve proved myself that i did it. But one of my resolution i’ll never achieve it, is to be strong and move on. i've hurt people along the way because I always have to be so guarded, reminding myself not to repeat those mistakes i've made again.

i’ve thought through what’s my resolution for 2009. I want to manage my time very well, 2009 will be a busy year, i want to do very well in my nursing studies, i want to spend plenty of time with family, i want to have lots of fun friends, i want to earn thousands too. and if i’ll have a boyfriend (which may seem impossible), i want to be the best girlfriend ever. i wonder how can i control my schedule well in 2009.

in life, we failed to realise that there's a thief who works overtime to steal our time, time is so precious but people didn't treasure it, and when precious moments with our family and friends are gone, we look back and shake our heads in disbelief. this was the greatest lesson i’ve learned in 2008 that made a huge impact in my life.

the worst thing that happened in 2008, or i should say, in all my years was the departure of a great man so important to me. i truly wish god would just help me to turn back time, to those days when dad wasn’t at home all the time but just worked and worked overtime, i would definitely teach him the lesson i’ve just learned. and i would teach myself too. i just wish that dad has a strong body and didn’t have to leave )’; all this years i've been wishing for him to be happy, it all came true.

Alright, enough of looking back. be happy for things that happened that changed ur life to the better. this year, i’ve made a new simple wish for everybody. I wish everyone will be happy with every little thing you have. I’m definitely looking forward on what's being installed for me this year.