my gastric is so painful right now.
for the first time i understand, how does it feels like,
when you're too moody that you have no appetite to eat at all, not even chocolates.
i ate drowsy medicine to make myself sleep longer hour.
i met buddy to chat.
i went running alone this two days, making myself breathless with my block nose.
i can't find my own soul.
i may be distant to others,
my heart feels ever, ever more distant to my own soul.
why is this so? i don't know too.
i'm just so upset for everything that has happened,
that can no longer be the same anymore
that, the person i love was no longer him.
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