F1 was cool last night ! thanks to MinLi (: 
irene's treat to KTV after volunteer work!
this picture is damn funny. it seems like he was giving a hard kick on me.
home sweet home (:had a great night with them.
I AM GOING MYAMMAR TO HELP ! HURRAY !
felt like i am dreaming but i am not.
shame on you .
my bitchy sister paul (:
too bad i had to rush to work, if not we could take more pictures.i love my family so much. although we were all so happy to be together, i knew in their hearts too, we all felt something's missing. it was Dad, we hope that he was here with us, i'm sure they felt the same way as i did. should have planned more family gathering last time when he was still healthy.now i'm really afraid to lose anyone of them. one whole day spent with them is not enough at all. they are my everything.
♥
went to eat very nice wanton mee along the street. then shopping at city square. hanwen was the only one happily shopping, i didnt have enough cash ): but i really enjoyed myself at FOS. love their kid's wear so much. there was alot of cute baby suit i wanted to buy, but couldnt think of anyone i can give.
this two baby suit is my target for next jb trip. i swear i'm gonna buy for my future baby (:after shopping, we took cab down to a hawker centre that was recommend by a msia friend sockchin and had the shiokest dinner i ever had in jb. simply four hokkien words to describe, 'you pi you qi'. cheap and fresh in english.
i swear ! the food is bloody nice and cheap! 
the super duper zuper big watermelon juice.it was really refreshing.
i ate so much, so much more than my stomach could hold. because it was really so tasty. we were really blessed to have such good dinner with good friends. hanwen was so happy that he kept on laughing. our stomach was about to burst, so we quickly continued our journey. strolled around there to explore new places. found a temple so we went in to pray.
cab back to city square and went back to our country(: went for our malay class ! was really a great day. love spending my day with my lovely friends.
still love you, i really do.
i love MANI, not her but $$. haha. i think i get along well with her so i will miss her.
Ghishtlaine and Jacintha(:
Staff Nurse Seah, Wong and sister Jasveader.
Dr Chan Yew Meng
I will definitely vote him the most humble Dr Ng, assisted him most of the time and realised he is really polite to his patients.
like father Dr Edward and tall mother Dr Heah
and i will miss the clinic, jessie, yuen, alice and mary too cos they are really nice to me.
i am so blessed to learn so much that others may never get to learn.
all i could say is thanks(:
after work, met friends to TTSH to visit hengyong. his so poor thing! there were many of us. after that we went somewhere near novena for dinner.
hanwen, lewis, joren, royce, cassandra, chris.
WX, me, chongzheng, fred, edwin, yuan and viven.
ate alot ! then we headed to yiyuan's house for mahjong. only played two rounds then i volunteered to be yiyuan's maid and cleaned those rubbish that piled up at his piano. then we watched the video and pictures that joren and the rest took in KL. it was damn hilarious.. hahaha. around 2 am, me, viven, fred and edwin walked a long way home. all the way viven and i was sharing each other's life story, begin to love spending time, chatting with her because we had almost the same experience in relationship (: then, a gentleman edwin sent me home. went to bed right away after wash.
today was Dad's 100 days. went to temple to see him in the morning. oh dear, 100 days just passed in a blink. i'm still trying to get over the grief. time just ticked away like this. that day was 49 days, today 100 days, next 1 year 10 years and then 20, days just passed in a blur. we should learn to pause and take just a moment to capture those little events of your life.
and remember, life's little events too are worth taking a moment to enjoy.
live life to the fullest
(:
i miss home. i did something i shouldn't do just to spend more time with with my family members. i'm so afraid losing them just like i lost the most important man in my whole life. i'm too paranoid because i need them.
watched his performance. he sang all the songs that he used to sing from sec one to sec five. reminded me of the little boy he was in lower sec. he really sang so well and improved tremendously! i was his number one fan, but i saw one of his fan who seem to love him so much and overtook my place. hahaha !
glad went up to the stage and gave a big hug.
yuan and the kids blowing off the candles that wrote 'happy birthday yiyuan', done by those kids
my fav boy JOHNSON !
his delicious birthday cake ! i had two BIG pieces !
end of the celebration.me, ML WX viven and hanwen went to yiyuan's house to stay over. it was great, cooking noodles with hanwen and sharing our problems. i was really touched to see one of his blog post specially written to encourage me. yea, i still rem i was sobbing uncontrollably infront of him on my dad's wake, he pet me on my back to console me, felt that he was like my father. hahah. appreciate his concern so much. his really nice(:
we fell asleep on the sofa. the next morning, hanwen's dad came and drove us home.
today was great. i reached home in the morning, took some rest, then went life liberation with mum, aunt and uncle, and cousin qin huai at marina bay. i librerated three big fishes and five fat lobster. i grab the lobster with my hands ! they were like looking at me in a grateful manner.. after the liberation, i prayed for minli and wish for forgiveness as she doesn't support liberating animals. just hope that one day she will believe. it was a meaningful day for me.
Friendship needs no words, but sometimes it does become necessary to let your friend know that you wish nothing short of the best for him or her. this post is specially dedicated to my besties !
I appreciate having you in my life yiyuan. We wasn’t that close last time but just after one outing together at Thomson, i realised you’re such a nice friend who makes everyone around you happy. You were there for me during those times when i was so heartbroken and lost. I’m pretty sure that i wouldn’t be able to make it till now if i didn’t meet you all, because those times trying to get over him was the hardest time of my life and you always understand my situation. even until now, you are still assuring me that there will be someone out there for me. Those times when my dad passed away, you were there too. And you guys are the only friends i did not need to hide my tears. Now that work is nerve-racking for me, you were there too, i will feel so much better after seeing you guys or just ranting through the phone to you. Well, to make it simple, whenever i was about to tumble down into despair, you were always here, with the rest of them.
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lovely GLAD !
at WX dad lorry(:
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY BFF WANXIAN ! ! !
i love her so much ! thank God for bringing her into my life (:
