kids style model.


HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO IRENE !!!


kbox today. i love to sing with her.hehe.



then brought grandma to amk hub to watch MONEY NOT ENOUGH. paul was so kind to treat us(: grandma had never watch movie before, i think she really enjoyed herself.



she was unwilling to take picture.



we had a great day =D

the movie was good, cos i dropped tears at the part that the poor old mother died.. i like that old woman so much, she's cute like my grandma. hehe.

stayed over at yiyuan's house last night. it was definitely fun being with them (: lots of laughter when choosing ingredients to prepare for our supper at the 24 hrs supermarket.


prepared by me, hanwen and wanxian.
cherished the feeling of home when we sat down together to eat.


lovely friends. hanwen wanxian and yuan

after supper at about 1 plus, we lay on the bed with to watch two dvd, SAW2 and IM A LEGEND. fell asleep when watching the second movie. was really tired. while they were still awake, they heard me snoring. haha. so embarassing.. woke up in the morning today. beside me was WX pushing me all the way to the side of the bed leaving so little space for me. haha..the way she sleeps was really funny.
we followed our plan and headed to JB !!! we have been looking forward to this day since very long.



watched movie, MIRROR. it was M18 horror movie, the show was truly horrifying that when we had to leave the theatre, my cute friend WX's leg was wobbling. hahaha.. continued our shopping. didn't buy things at all, only WX keep spending and spending. it was drizzling, we left jb at 5 plus. there was a serious traffic jam to the custom. we fell asleep in the bus. when we woke up, we were still stuck in a long way. in the bus was intolerably cold so we decided get down the bus and walk to custom. the trip there was really dangerous. we spent two hours to traveling singapore. accompanied her to buy her stuff at bugis street.
then, home sweet home.
love spending time with friends but just hope that time wouldn't pass so quickly. the doctor identified that a patient has cancer. that poor old woman and her family stood there with a sinking heart. it was a sad sight to see. cold feeling gripped my heart when i thought, what if it was my family members. how do i leave in the future when they have to leave me one by one? suddenly i have the urge to leave this world quickly. so that i won't have to live a day without them. sometime i think i need a psychiatrist. there's too much in life to handle )': the more busy i try to be, the more i'll think of him.
the lack of sleep had drained all of my inner strength.
想见不能见最痛 JB WITH SIS !
today was really great. i broke my vegeterian rules and went jb to have fun ! its been really long since the last time i had meaty meals. we went city square to sing ! the KTV there was really good, there was salad buffet and varieties of food. the soup there was really damn fantastic, im not exaggerating. only cost 67 ringit for three person. i spent more time eating than singing, the food was already worth 67rm.



irene's mouth didn't stop throughout the 2 hours at all.



this picture was damn hilarious. look at irene, i accidentally knocked onto her ribena and made her panties wet. she was furious !
halo(:

i've have been really busy last few days to blog. since tmr is sat, means i can wake up late :D i shall share with you how satisfy i am with my job now. as a patient service clerk, i didnt have the chance to learn counter yet, i was assigned to assist doctors since i'm looking towards nursing as my future career. it was quite a tough job as i have hard time understanding doctor's hand writing and i'm still unsure of all the forms and equipment i need to prepare. but i'm beginning to love my job now because i have really learned alot which is beneficial. (: as i got to know the medical officers more, who i usually assist, i find them really great. colleagues are also very kind and patient to me, i mean some of them. the aunties teach me like teaching their own children. i am really happy when doctors say: my nurse will explain to you... i know i am not a full time nurse but i felt very encouraged when doctors said this, or when patients called me nurse(: this job assured me that i am on the right path, YES ! i want to be a nurse and i'm left with only a few steps to reach my dream. (:
the night job at clinic was great too. not tough and also, Dr Yong is kind. i learned alot about medicine and many that benefits my future career too (: looking forward to work with lydia some day again. hehe.
now comes to the worst part, the only thing i hate is travelling here and there. on my way to work in the morning. train was packed with people, squeezing in and out at each station. on my way back in evening, i got seats from marina bay, but every single evening after work, i overslept in the train, almost 4 or 5 stops aways from mine!
i am very tired, but i felt like i am becoming stronger to withstand all difficulties. my family, ambition and cash are the only things that matters to me. i need lots and lots of money. i don't need my life to be good, i just need to see my Mum and grandma living in a restful life. i have lesser time for social life and for soul search.
i'm sorry friends if i have neglected you.
sorry sock, if i have completely overlooked you..
i am just doing my best to keep the promise i made to Dad, because he was so important to me. i have him in my heart to give me courages that i need. let the pictures speak ( :


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !




spent a great occasion with them.

met joren, joren's bro, daniel, fuk and heidi. the weather was bad so we didn't make it to south ridge walk. spent our afternoon at Daniel's house. his house is damn BIG !


had fun with mahjong !


her name is tasha.


see her roll over !


when i said: give me your hands


sock and tasha !


see my pearly white teeth.


and Daniel's one too :P


bid goodbye to daniel.
headed to east coast for dinner.


in bro's car.



big feast ! but as usual, i didn't eat the crab, only the sauce with bread. chilli crab looks damn tasty, but i didn't dare tried before. joren's mum treat ! she's really generous like joren.

after dinner was phototaking session.


joren and bro. they are more like twins.




lots of attempts but failed all the way.


climbed up to a pole, i was so near to the moon.


besty JOOooren.




all of us, fuk, sock, bro, mama, joren, heidi.

had fun today :D 8 8 8 !
cool ! i purposely set the time to 8 pm. more 8 more luck. hehehe! J came to look for me today. quite long time since you came all the way here. thanks for the effort buddy(: so many year, you never failed to know when i needed you most..
so J told me to make 8 wishes for myself, i could only think of one for my family, so i went home to think about it. hahaha. i decided to post my 8 wishes here.
read this james, see which one you can fulfill. hehe !

1. i wish i can be a good nurse who take care of all my patients well.
2. i wish i will strike 4D tomorrow. just a few millions, enough for my Mum to retire.
3. i wish to travel around the poor country alone to visit the poor peasant there, impossible i know.
4. i wish those friends that i cherish will not drift away from me.
5. i wish what the fortune teller said were not true.
6. i wish to be happy no matter what comes my way.
7. i wish i could forget that person, forget the past and everything.
8. i wish i will find my true love again, to be exact, someone who will never lie to me, someone who will never change his heart, someone who says forever and then mean it, someone who will never hurt me like he did.

all my wishes are impossible one lah, i don't think you can fulfill any of it. haha..never mind, i'll give you one chance. i wish someone will buy me two chocolate fondant the next time when he come and find me again. hehehe ! you should be able to do this J
xoxo
we will always be friends, best friend only

i don't know why, i was very emo today. i missed him so much that i walked all the way to the ward that he stayed last time. i just don't know what i was doing. i saw a patient sleeping on that bed, he was just like Dad, so kind and fatherly, just like him, so ill and weak. that moment some selfish thoughts came to my mind, i wished the guy lying on the bed was Dad so that i could still hold his hand, stroke his head and talk to him just like last time. i called this my selfish thoughts, cos he was the one suffering, trying hard to survive so that we could still see him. yesterday, i dug out all the digusting lot of dung-like stuff that choked my sink. he was the one who did all that dirty things in the past. i guess his demise really made me a stronger person.
i'm working at the ENT (ear nose throat department) now, i felt that he was the one who put me at that department cos most of the patients have the same problems as him, he wants me to see how hard his life was following up with ENT doctors, and bearing all the unbearable procedures. i know his always by my side.

today, a patient asked me what motivates me to be a nurse. let me share with you too(:
firstly, because of the most important person in my life, Dad. last time i hope i could take care of him and protect him from diseases, but i didn't make it. so i hope i can do it on my family and the rest of the patient instead. secondly, i like old people. heartless children abandon them for their own sake. i like to see elderly innocent smile, i like the way they eat and everything. thirdly, the poor old leprosy villagers that i met in chagen village. i was motivated to be a nurse so that i have a chance to go back and take care of them some day. today this patient gave me the motivation i needed. she was really afraid of a procedure, while wating for Dr Lee, i was there trying to give her asssurance. she said she likes me and if one day she needs a personal nurse to take care of her she will find me again. i was really motivated by her words. i believe i can make it through (:

sorry, today 's post was rather long and boring.
i don't know why i still call you, my best friend when ya no longer the best .
thanks for giving me moral support when i needed most.
i'm really stress. i felt that there is no path to choose anymore. it is not whether if i can or cannot do it, IT'S A MUST. i must do it because i don't have chance to regret anymore )':
i wish i wouldn't care about what others think of me so that i will have more confidence in myself
)':
WEAKNESS IS LUXURY, WHEN WE CAN ONLY RELY ON OURSELVES - dawn.
you're on your own, be strong sock! ARRRRGHHH ! FUCKING STRESSFUL !
JIAYOU ! sock you can do it !
you know you're so damn near towards your dream =D
sock, you must do it.
i recalled those days when i stayed by his side in the ward everyday.
i feel Dad is everywhere. everywhere i go, every patient i met, reminds me of him, tears just flowed freely from my eyes. no matter how hard i've tried to hold back.
)': HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY !

FUK & HEIDI from hongkong came here for holiday (:
brought yiyuan there to meet our HK friends


BESTTTTYY !


值得 ！
brought them to bugis to eat chicken rice, with JOoren's Mum and his auntie, and hanwen too. although i didn't eat all the meat, the rice was really nice enough to say it's worth it ! (:

today is the best day for me to tell all my friends:
i appreciate having you in my life (:

thanks yuan for making me happy today.
thanks alex, for everything you did for me in the past.

你忙 EEE CLUB 比我忙 LEO CLUB 还严重很多 ！
你不要我读 NURSING 我偏要读。
xpxpxp
but no matter what bestfriend forever lah, if only you don't neglect us for your club ! i don't want you to be like that guy :(

today we all brought grandma down for breakfast. she was so happy. since young we always go market with her that now we knew almost all the aunties and uncles around this area.hahaha!




my fierce fierce grandma.

i really could't get use to eating meat, the sight of it makes me puke. even my favourite food siew mai ! well, it takes time to get use (:
brought 4D, 2136. but it came out 3rd, 2135. argh! wtf, where's my luck >:(
my headache and sorethroat came back again. hais.
好辛苦 ！
it's 7th lunar month, Mum turn on the prayer radio overnight, i asked her why, she said for the ghost to listen. she's really kind and thoughtful. even spare a thought for ghost.

I'm a total fucking bitch.
sorry .
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