i felt my heart beating once again
all because of you.
had a super great supper !

it may be a lie
another hole for me to fall
i promise, i wont fall.
:( seriously , i felt my heart beating like mad and my body was numb !
oh dear, 29th march ! was like so great !

:D

but i have no courage
i guess, everything is a lie OFF DAY TODAY !
i want to be alone today, so went running then swimming in the morning . i hope to be mermaid so i can stay in the swimming pool all day . but my fingers gonna rot and my skin charred ): anyway, after swimming i took train down to lavenda to make passport and eat my fav food (: then went lots of places. what a weird day, i saw many many weird people.

soul search today, and i realised how heartless and ungrateful you are

meeting yuan for dinner later tonight.

i love working at OSHKOSH ! colleagues and neighbours are so great. little kids are so damn cute, and that guy too. wahahahah ! so many things and people for me to explore :D
at this moment, life is so exciting !

gonna be really busy next two weeks.. busy working, then FO camp on 31st coming back on 3rd. then going malaysia with vicki and ricco on 4th. then haunted house at punggol with prom survivor at night, oh man ! seriously cant wait for that ! then sp orientation then start school !
i need some break !
and i'll miss you friends. i need money ):
no one understand . met yiyuan, wanxian, george, shuyi, joren, ivan, seanting and someone called jade for dinner today..
had a really big feast at riverside indonesia restaurant.
we had a great time !
then bus home with yiyuan.
really appreciate the sweetest present (:

me and shuyi (:
SURVIVOR DAY ! 20 march - 21 march !
we went into RED HOUSE ! met wanxian after work. was really disappointed because supposed to be eight members but only five turned up in the end. me, shuyi wanxian yiyuan hanwen. oh my, everything was so eerie and unexplainable, especially the babies crying sound that pierced through my ears at the child care centre near red house, and at about MIDNIGHT ! really freaks me out !
first only me and yiyuan walked to the back gate to find some holes to break in. he was my hero for that day, not alfi anymore ! >:(
hah, anyway, there were lots of FROGS ! gross ! then we walked back to the main gate and ended up joining five strangers and ten of us went in together. nothing much really happened in the house but of cos, i felt something .

took some pictures for memories and developed it before we left downtown east.




then we went GEYLANG for breakfast and saw many interesting people ! ! !
then took bus home with yiyuan (:
we really had a great time.

went home this morning and only have a few hours to sleep before going to work, was really tired at work today. but still survived. after work watched THE ORPHANAGE at cine with vicki and had supper with ricco too (:
sleepless nights really drained my energy . . .

hey big fat liar, i'll never forgive you . HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SOCK !

really appreciate the present OSHKOSH people made for me.
vicki ricco nicole yus angela, they are really nice to me.

16th march !
went out with meifen jiemin kelvin yongren and watched JUNO.
thanks for the cake and everthing. i appreciate it my dear friends.

on my birthday today.
J and van made my day ! they gave me a big surprise picnic at bottle tree park. thanks sweetie! it was really a great great great surprise. was good enough at bottle tree park and its alright that we didnt make it to botanic garden ! appreciate the effort.

after picnic i went bugis alone to pray, then orchard to get present for myself.

then met irene for big feast at japan village !

then met ML wanxian joren george bernice to gelare. watched SPIDERWICK. had a special icecream waffle birthday cake.
im always myself when im with them. will i find good friends like them in poly ? will we still keep the promise that we must gather at least one time every month ? i hope we will cos i dont know why, they just mean so much to me ):







(:


hey, my birthday today! why do i feel so upset?
theres so much obstacles ahead as i get older and understand the fact that really, money makes the world go round. life is so complicated ):


i have tooo many birthday wishes to be mention !
for dad, i wouldnt wish that he'll live longer, i hope he'll leave happily.
for mum, i hope she will be strong.
for grandma, i hope she'll stop worrying.
for paul, i hope she will succeed in her work.
for irene, i hope she'll find her first and last love.
for friends, i hope the friendship is true and lasting.
there's too much to be mention cos i made so many wishes for people important to me.
but most importantly, for myself, i hope i'll be happy.

once again, happy 18th birthday to me (:

mrs tan always said this:
do onto others, what you want others to do onto you.
begin to suspect if it is true. shouldnt have believed it afterall. i felt really upset, the night cycle on 15th march with baobao and all was cancelled, everything i've been looking forward for so long... . .
wasnt in a good mood, last minute need to work ): after work met minli wanxian joren and yiyuan watched midnight movie. glad that i still have them (: we watched STEP UP 2, its really a good show ! then cab down to delta lane and chitchat at a bus stop. then rushed for another movie at 4am. RULE NO 1, dont waste money on the show ! i rated zero ! after movie had breakfast at hk cafe and trained home ! had only two hours sleep last night.




friends, you're loved !

off to celebrate my 18th birthday (: PHS CARNIVAL !
wasn't as fun as three years ago, when we had to mend the stall ourselves.
but i still enjoyed the gathering. got to watched the performance after helping out. then supper in the hawker centre beside school with gladass, wanxian, minmin, yuan and benice after the carnival.

THE PICS

bernice's sexy hot boy love to swing his hair. hahahah !






playing heart attack .


yuan on stage ! i'll always support !


dug out some photos we took on phs carnival in the year 2005 when we were sec3. something really memorable !






class photo


i do miss life in phs and all the best friends i have or had..doubt poly life will be that great.

have to put my precious pictures in my blog because i can feel my com is dying soon and im going to lose all the hundreds of pictures .

110305
three years of love
so be it.

i'm happy enough, people. believe me. met yuan that night after work and as usual, we went to arcade to play our fav game, lost in the jungle of spice !!
next time when you're stress you should try to play that game. garantee you'll shout till the only thing in ur mind is to kill those insects .



met JOOOOOBY another night after work ! i realised im always so damn happy like mad when i met her =D

met ML and WX tonight after work





IM TURNING 18 IN TEN DAYS TIME !
i hope to see him once again, the special one who gave me the motivation to go to work . XINWEI'S 18th BIRTHDAY !



kel did this when he didnt want to take photo . hahahah.





went over to xinwei's house for big big big feast.


this pathetic little birthday cake...




was a surprise ..











after all, we are still friends for many years right (:
seriously i dont think i will sleep tonight. stomach was still bloated after the meaty big feast and vomits ! gastric pain so i ate so much, gaining weightssss !!!!!
always yongren, the one who knows what im thinking and help me when im lost, felt really thankful after the talk in the bus.

J : to find, you have to seek, if you lost your life direction you probably wont find it after big feast or drinks. give yourself a break, some time and space to examine what counts for you.
his chim words wake me up.
yup, I'VE GAINED WEIGHT.
J, you always know me best.
but why are you still feeding me with chocalate fondant ?

finally, meeting my best buddy ML tomorrow before work ! =D
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