PLEASE READ.

当我老了，不再是原来的我
请理解我，对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤洒到自己的衣服上时，
当我忘记怎样絜鞋带时，
请想一想当出我是如何手把手的教你。

当我一遍又一编的重復你早听腻的话语，
请耐心的听我说，不要打断我。
你小的时候，我不得不重復那个讲过千百遍的故事，
直到你近入梦乡。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，
请不要责备我。
还记得小的时候我千白计哄你洗澡的情形吗？

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，
请不要嘲笑我，
想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个［为什么］。

当我由於双腿疲劳而無法行动时，
请伸出你年轻有力的手扶我，
就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你那样。

当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题，
请给我一些时间回想。
其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，
只要你能在一旁听我说，我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，请不要悲伤。
理解我，支持我，就像你刚开始学习如何生活时我对你那样。

当初我引导你走上人生的路，
如今请你陪伴我走完最后的路。
给我你的爱和耐心，我会报以感激的微笑，
这微笑中凝结着我对你無限的爱。

may anyone who read this post, awaken to be more loving, caring, grateful, patient, thankful, and kinder to their mothers and fathers.

12 years of suffering, dad passed away peacefully at home on 13june. we were by his side when he was struggling, praying for him that our God would take him away. we prayed continually for eight hours. wiped his body and continue praying. i was staring at him the whole night, cos i know i won't see him forever. the next day, he was sent down, covered the coffin and i'll never see him again. all those days we were praying and praying sincerely, hoping he will go to the place he want to go. and i believed he went there, sometimes there were really nice smell. i know his always listening to us. the last day was a teary one. as i saw dad's body slowly drifted away from me, i felt so hard to hold back my tears. i prayed as loud as i can. then his body went away... i thought i could let go, but when it happened, i couldn't bare to see him migrate to the other world that i couldn't see or touch him forever. his the only guy i trust and depend on. but nothing can change the fact.his happier now. i have to accept and be really happy for him.
all those days of praying, good memories raced through my mind.
none of them was bad because dad really treated us very good. even when those time he was in pain and i held his hand and be with him, those were good memories too. there are no words that can be put into a sentence that can explain how good he treat everyone especially us.
father's work is enormous, as huge as a mountain. i could see from his eyes all hard work he went through, it was written all over.
i still rememered when i was young, after his work i would help him massage then he would give me ten cents,i'll be really really happy. he would teach me maths and i felt irritated because he keep repeating the same thing. he earned and saved so much for us, whatever i wanted, no matter how expensive and useless he would buy for me, he brought the whole family out and spent money for supper, im serious he had never ever go overseas to enjoy before,
all because he wanted to save of us. but as we get older, he realised how important it is to save for our good future thats why he worked all day and became unhealthy.
there are countless good things he did for his family and everyone surrounding him.
to summarise how good he was, he spelled the word 'love' with action.
im so glad that we were by his side throughout his happy times, sad times, those days when he was sicked and then died..i hugged him and told him i love you every night and how much i appreciated him in every card i drew for him. we cherished all the time we could have for each other. the night before he died, i told him love you dad, he nodded his head and asked me to sleep. i went to sleep and dreamt that he left. never thought that the next day he really left..but we have no regrets anymore. there is no way of knowing when death will come to ourself or to others. each time we part from someone, even for a minute, there's no certainty that we will meet them again. so we should talk nicely, forgive quickly and appreciate what you have and who you have. and because,
"the sun rises and sets
the seasons come and go
beautiful flowers become withered and brown
people and other beings and born, live, then die."

all of us are showered with tender love for many years without even knowing it. throughout our life, children expect dad to work and earn money for us while we think only of ourselves. our dads no longer have time to look deeply at us, and we're too busy to look closely to him. then when he is gone, you're overcome by a sense of loss because you never fully understand the meaning of her presence and devotion. so please people, cherished you dad and tell him how much you love him now before its really too late.
i lost my dad, but i've gained so many precious lessons from him.he teached me how to be a better person worth living. especially, a good parent and child.
he will live in me forever.

tomorrow will be the seventh day. i hope he wont come back cos if he dont, that means he is now staying in the heaven happily.
but i really want to see him once again )':
i miss him, i really really really do.
:'(
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