didnt sleep well last night, felt like theres butterflies in my stomach so i read horoscope book about TAURUS in the middle of the night hahahahah. thought of this person to calm myself down (:
so results out ! hard work paid off. i still feel like im dreaming now. got wayy beyond my expectation and im really happy
:(
dad didnt look happy.. some friends are upset.
and im really lost.
no one can help me.
choices cannot make by ' mi ni ma ni mi ni mo catch the spider on the wall '
im all alone now.
jc or poly?
if i choose the wrong path, my future will be gone.
i thought i always knew what i want in the future, i just want to make a difference in other people's life but where do i begin? too many things i want and hope to learn. i just cant get my priorities right.
im really lost ):
and after results, some go jc poly ite or anywhere. everyone go seperate ways, friends drifted apart.
just like i said, i am my own listening ears. i will always be ):

i hope i have the courage to drown myself in the swimming pool
):
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