DO PEOPLE HAVE TO DIE TO WAKE US UP TO KNOW HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE TO US ??
:( GOODBYE BAD LUCK!
have never been so disappointed for my geography. cant believe i could actually flunk my best subject.. for three years. studied the same thing and spent so much time on geo. the papaer was easy but i just couldnt get my numb brain to gear when im in the exam hall because im toooo nervous.... i was terribly nervous until my brain and everything was so messy. couldnt manage the stress. hate myself ! ):
i lost my geograpghy book two days before exam so i borrowed from weisum. before exam i checked my sitting plan. im the only fucking suei one in my class that my number was not inside. so we went in after everyone was inside and got the paper late. i haven got to adapt to the surrounding, tidy up my table, checked my paper, pen my name then had to start the paper. super kan jiong and at last handed up incomplete work. i knew how to do yet i skipped so many questions until times up. i just dunno what im doing.. went home burst into loud sobs.
i got 86marks for geo prelim and i tot i would do the same or better for O. put so much expectation. but . . . . like what yiyuan said wang shi zhi neng hui wei.
so to me, the moral of the story is when you demand for an A1, you'll get 1 mark.
so learn from my mistakes. WO ! MY COM JUST RECOVERED :D
good that my com recovered, i can play my fav word game when im stress :D
well, the first thing i would do is put this pic in my blog

my handsome dad few years ago (:




JIEMIN 17Th birthday <3
anyway, so much things happened. to me and people around me. well, all i can say is that nothing on earth is going to go on forever and bbe perfect or give us total joy. there is no rose without a thorn.
had so much FUN revising and revising for O (: i'll be gaining KGsss after exams. in fact now, cos theres always chocolatessss with me when im studying, and because im scare of gaining weights, ive been exercising toooo much, my muscles grow and grow.. OMG . im really fat now ):
cant wait for Os to end. but i guess i'll be lost after exams cos i'll be growing up ): and the next chapter of my life will be real tough. no student pass for student meal. no $1.20 lunch. . . and losing special people around me ):
anyway. its fruitless to think of the future cos we cant predict what would happen next. maybe i'll just die tmr or what.
just a few more days left . i dunno if i can make for english, the only subject that kills me. i seriously hate compre sooo much. erm. good that there's still compo which i like. have been learning english from my KAN TAN friends. im going to take the stupid english paper on 29th oct. . with the attitude of a warrior going for his last battle. . . .

mug hard, my friends.
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