HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE !
went school for science mock prac exam. celebrated her bd in sch.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGREN
ive screwed up my chinese paper2. very disappointed in myself. i guess i have to retake unless im really that lucky ):
got my report book ytd:D im smart, hehheh(: called my dad and told him, he was happy. but when i compared with yanti's results, theres really nothing to be proud of. overall pass by only 8.2, english got D7 and L1R4 is only 24 ? and i can actually got first in class? seriously is there someting to be proud of ? ):
):
stayed back till evening to help out(:



many people grumbled, life is so unfair. when i heard about all the sad things XYZ have been through, hais. felt sorry for her.
take me as an example, im not smart so i have to work extra hard to get the results that i want and sometimes dun even get what i expected. while some other people need not put in so much effort but they can do as well as me.
on the other hand, i have a nice family members, my parent has never hit me, they give me lots of freedom since i was young and they always care bout others not only me. while some friends may complain that they hate their parents and want to move out.
theres always something good and worth our attention in life. why must XYZ only see the bad one.
since this is life, why not accept it. be strong, and move on.
hais.
better not watch urself slipping down the drain of jealousy or envious and then mess up ur life and friendship.

trust me, life isnt that bad. was real busy this few days doing fund raising things for the trip. have no time to blog (: finally have a few time for myself now. we wash car, bake cookies, sell icecream, sell cotton candies and drinks in school to raise fund.
im actually going china and hongkong to do volunteer work on june. its a 7day trip. go china to build houses for the leprosy people. and hongkong to help out with something and city tour, include disney land ! :D have to raise 8 THOUSAND 5 HUNDRED. not 85 DOLLAR not 8 DOLLAR 50CENTS. im seriously excited .

im left with two days to prepare chinese. had 5 day intensive lessons this week and it really helps. 16 more days to prepare for fnn practical exam, the thing that makes me want to end my life cos im weak in cooking ):

im really happy during the result analysis ytd. and i imagined my dad was there happily smiling to me. haha.
now i just want to sepend more time with him.
(:
life is good. today was a tired day. the first day of fund raising.

got back all midyr results. how can i go poly with 21 points with eng C6 ? passed all except sss. STUPID SOCIAL STUDIES. but surprisingly i still passed my humanities with C6, thanks to geography (:
afterall ive done a GREAT JOB ! its a good start !
12 more days to chinese. how can i improve fom a C5 ? i thought i could maintain an A2 for this year. but HA HA HAH. what a joke ):


im still waiting. :D ytd, 12may. went to work. because mext day is mother's day so lots of people. a very tired day. but met jiemin meifen after work, they brightened up my day :D
they brought starbuck cake for me (:

JIEMIN BROUGHT FLOWERS FOR MY MUM.

THANKS MY DEAR FRIENDS.
I LOVE YOU GUYS :D

TODAY!
went to liberate fishes with my mum :D the fishes jumped with joy when i tried to free them from the basket.i told them to swim to the BIKINI BOTTOM where no one will catch them. they must be very thankful to me (:

this is a good thing to do before exams.mum said i will do well if i free the fishes. glad to have this mum who shows compassionate at all times.

met terence

that icecream. 'love in every bite' indeed (:

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !!!


i made a heart keychain that says i love u mummy, and took flowers from work place for grandma.
HAHAHA ITS A FACT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GOING . . . . . ON JUNE
IM REALLY GOING.
GOD ACTUALLY GRANT ME MY WISH !!

today i went school :D and THE FACT is that, IM GOING ON JUNE !!! WITH ALL MY FRIENDS! BY AEROPLANE ! ! ! ! !

after the meeting went JB , had great day with george and ml. we took bus to JUSCO.
PICTURES !
green tea icecream. seriously love it so so much that u cant imagine.


watch SPIDERMAN ! great show !
so we started our great feast !

1st stop. bake chicken rice and my FAV EGG TART. i chose this restuarant so i paid(:



2nd stop. the weird drink and mushroom soup in bread. its really nice ! george paid for it(: (cheapest)





3rd stop. minli paid and this cost more.
CHICHIMI. best of the best ! and fried toufu.




brought DUNKIN DONUTS. MY FAV DUNKIN DONUTS !!!!!!!!! brought some for jiemin and meifen, and my family.i din eat any ):

and also bought portugese chicken and egg tarts for terence and her parents.

went we finished buying stuff the sky was dark.
then SOMETHING SCARY AND DANGEROUS HAPPENED when we are walking to the bus stop! the path is like nobody, and there was F-R-O-G-SSSSSSSSSSSSSS. the crrroak crrroak sound is like scary. I HATE FROGS. it was scariest part of our journey. we took the bus. went to the valley to buy minli's da ROU bao. then ate icecream, which cost 2.60 ringit in msia, $2.20 in spore. how cheap(:

finally we reached spore.do i look suspicious? the police actually checked my bag? hahs. but anyway, WE ARE SAFE.
went terence house to give him that chicken and egg tart. glad to see my dear because today is our 26th months. HE COMPLETE MY DAY !

this was the card i made for tere on our first month(:

its a booklet. drew my heart for him from monday to sunday. forgot to take a photo of friday one, so put the watermelon instead, its a candle, handmade candles(: i made one. there was once gave him a nick called DA XI GUA. hahs. (cos his butt was once like da xi gua) haha.

HAHA, trying to show off my talent :D

anyway, terence brought that nike water bottle that i admire for very long <3
:D

im truly a happy person.
HAPPY QUEEN(: OMG.
AM I DREAMING OR WHAT ???
MY DREAM ACTUALLY COME TURE ???
GOD ACTUALLY GRANT ME MY WISH ???
HOW COULD IT BE ???
IM SO HAPPY LIKE MAD !
:DDDDDDD
if this is true and it happens, it will be my best reward after all the hard work ive put in.
if this is true and it happens, my teenage life would be complete.
if this is true and it happens, i can die without regrets.
if this is true and it happens, dad will definitely force me to pull out my vampire teeth :(
fact or fiction ? tomorrow i'll know. can't wait ! :D

finally, midyr exams are over, all paper was alright(:
its only 18 more days to chinese O. omg.

TOMORROW .
ITS OUR 26TH MONTHS
ANOTHER DAY OF LOVING YOU
ANOTHER MONTH OF LOVING YOU
(:

cant wait for tomorrow. studied maths.



bernard :D studied with minli and others last few days. (: i love those days. took some pics with frens.

had gastric flu on that day. vomit plus diarrhoe early in the morning 4am.hate this feeling. but still. went sch for ss paper:( waited at polyclinic for more than two hrs before meeting them at mcd. i said i dun wan indian doctor but this people sent me to indian one! super angry >:/

exchange kisses with my SWEETHEART nurul everday :D

sweetest friend johnny..on saturday 5may.


sunday ST DAY.

monday. couldnt concentrate on physic revision at all because of SOMEONE ! thought i did something wrong so thought of it throughout the day, couldnt even sleep at night! heartbreak :(
but everything is fine now ! dont be tooo over sensitive and emotional next time. its unhealthy !
still managed to do my physic paper(:

if there is a word to describe our friendship,
it would be MAGIC
cause you appeared out of no where
made me laugh, smile and cry





grey covered their black -ed hair, they seem to become older each day. one day someone will leave, and i still have to grow up and be strong, thats what im afraid of
:(
if grandma leaves, i wun get to eat her steam yam cake, her bittergourd with egg, no one remind me to flash toilet bowl after shit. if mother leaves, no one kiss and hugs me. if dad leaves, i will have no determination to do well in exam. if irene leaves, no free grabs of potato chips. if pauline leaves . . she already left to her bf's house. if bernard(my bear) leaves, no one sleeps with me at night. omg. it will be a nightmare !

words couldnt describe how much i need those special person in my life.
from someone very special.
what a bestfriend. im broke to buy a pencil box. so she specially sincerely made it herself for me ! MINLI brand pencil box. SHE DID IT HERSELF WITH HER MUM. something very very special that i will keep it for life :D
thank you so much for lightening up my life.
you are special to me
i need you to know because what if tomorrow never comes ?
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