yesterday 25feb.
was the first time my dad saw terence . mummy asked him to my house to eat cos we were having cny celebration with my dad's childhood friends.. i woke up early to help mum but end up did nothing at all. had a great day ytd (: but have to wait till next sunday to meet my sweetie .

now schoolwork. got back common test results for some sub . i've studied. but did so badly for some. got a pathetic 6/25 for english. i tot i would at least pass. pass by soo little marks for phy and bio. ): but wed going johnbeh's tuition so theres still a chance(: maths was alright, din expect to get a B3 , with my own help btw, not the tcher . fnn result was alright. I HATE COURSEWORK ! im losing focus on it, so gonna spend this week on coursework, i can do it (: yea
SOCK, YOU CAN DO IT . YOU MUST DO IT ! argh. im tired ): YESterday.
movie at marina square with tere. with his frens. watch norbit.. damn funny especially the part when she slide thru the wall. wahahahs.. after that went his house for steamboat. again .

this guy was so sweet last night. however . . . . . . the past keep haunting me. because. i dun wana lost the important person in my life again. i will try to put the past behind and move on so that we will be happier. but i have tried.
i want to let everyone know, its all because of me that he let go but not what ya thinking.. although he owiz fart in front of my face he dig his nose so vigorously in front of me he has a big big ass he blah blah blah . . . i still love him. he is still a good boyfriend (:


darling, will our tree house look like this ? ? :D

you said you will never let go again
you said you will never let it happen again
you wrapped me in ur arms
with this words
i feel safe and secure
its not my lips
but my heart
and i believe
i will like you
until my sun will not shine.

left 17 more days for me to prepare some SURPRISE for him for our two year anniversary. and i got no idea now. time is running fast ): and i have only about 3 months to prepare for o level chinese..
am i still alive ?

spent my night doing this.
because.
i miss you
its our memories. from year 2005 till now [: 17 feb
well. cant believe i spent the whole day to clean my house. i mean my stuff.. i want to be tidy this year ! [:
steamboat at home.

pppperfect family :)

18 feb
wait for them to come my house. me and father side cousin meet once in a year ): went movie wif them at evening.


my god. look at all this temptation. how can i stop eating? how can i not get fat?


i love chinese new year ! with many many angbaos ! and my favourite bak gua !!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !

big THANKYOU to mr choo !

today went TERE house for reunion dinner with his mum and dad (: its the second year we are eating together. we really din expect this would happen. life is so great. because.

as he kiss me
away i drift
in love
<3 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE !
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its our second year celebrating valentines day !
went marina for steamboat with tere at evening. later four of his friends joined us :) his so sweet tonight! altho no flowers for me): hahs. but a kiss is worth a million roses.

the card i made for him ! 99 saga seeds [: dun believe? count it.

sweet right? hahs. COPYRIGHT OK !

rush home after sch, made a peach crumble for him.


we wear our vday gift (:

he sent me home [:
THANK YOU FATASS ! ! ! ! !

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i have never regretted that we seperate for a month during last year dec. many ppl told me. no point breaking up and patch back again.. but they wun understand our situation. tho we've been thru lots of tears, its all worth it. because this time, it really seems to work, it makes us cherish each other more. that one month we've learned alot. ive been growing emotionally after that one month. he changed alot for me and he changed me to a better person too. the way he looked at me was like so different from last time. i couldnt describe. the way he holds my hand now let me feel that he doesnt wan to let go again. the way he tried to intro me to his frens make me feel he is putting in effort to make me feel secure.. altho now he would still vent his anger on me sometimes, after his scolding i could feel that he feels sorry and that he doesnt mean it. unlike last time i will think that he is taking things for granted. he is more sensitive. and seems to put in effort to hold on to this relationship. if you know me well, you will noe ive changed. i wun get angry for little stupid things. i smile a little too much. im really a happy person now. who says girl who need her boyfriend dun have a backbones? they just wun understand. everyone need someone to be happy. and to me. that someone means many people surrounding me[: after that one month ive found myself.. ive found someone. that i hope to have a happily ever after.


READ THIS ! i hope you know who you are.
i dunno whether i should mention ur name. bcos of you, i realised terence is the one i truly love, no matter what makes him imperfect to others. and also ive realised what i really want from my boyfriend. i dun need him to keep whispering sweet nothings to my ears, i dun need him to 24 hrs by my side to care for me and ONLY me, i dun need him to spend money to buy sweet stuff to make me happy when im moody.. all i need is a feeling. if i never met you, i will be just like last time, super demanding that terence couldnt tolerate.. rem what the lot said? i have a benefactor. i guess its you.. im truly sorry to hurt this person. ive learned alot thru him. his someone i can call a friend. but i can understand. you should hate me. we shouldnt still be friends. but i hope you will noe. im sincerely thankful to you[:

BTW. THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO GIVE ME VALENTINE'S DAY GIFT [: I APPRECIATE. irene brought me a catus at her workplace. best valentine's day gift. i will let it grow well, just like im helping myself to grow (: hey dear, happy valentine's day!! Thanks for everything u have done for me. I really appreciate, i love you!! muacks!!

ur love,
terence CELEBRATING 23 MONTHS OF LOVE~
exchanged our valentine gift today. ytd went queensway with wilfred darren and cchuan after oral and listening exam, and got him a nike orange tee (: thanks to them.
first tshirt he bought for me from surfer gal ! we gonna wear it on vday ! :D hahs.
went queensway and he bought his new yr clothes :D
took bus 14 and headed down to orchard, walk around and i bought earrings only ):
home together :D







[: sweetest moment
i like you , da pang zi everything seems so wrong this week.
studies, family, relationship, time management, everything ):
i could feel fake smiles on my face once again. after so long.
sorry, if i tend to give up easily. i need some break ):

im losing focus on everything. i believe you people now. when i truly experienced it myself. nlvl and o is really different like shit ! for so damn long, i have been pondering this questions. what do i really want to be. which ladder should i choose?
im lost. with no one to guide me. im all alone to choose now :'(
DON'T GIVE UP SOCK !

what happened to him? he was once the fittest man in my world. he used to make us laugh. what happened?
im holding on all bcos of him. i put in effort to let him noe im trying, im working hard for him. yet. . .
i need him so much.words could nv speak enough.. i shouldnt give up. all bcos him. ):


a kiss should be given as token for every harsh word spoken.

I'D WANT A LITTLE TREE HOUSE
TO SHARE WITH YOU FOREVER mum bought truimp bra for us on feb 07 . she said it will last 10 years. lets see how it long it will last.

busy revising for common test this few days..
met yongren in the morning and walk to mrt together (:
finally theres someone to accompany me :D

i miss you like mad terence.
sorry for all the quarrels this few days.
looking forward to ST DAY (sockteng day) this sunday.
i love you ! BEST TIME AFTER SCHOOL !

kbox with irene. (:






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that day saw someone's panties when her super damn short school skirt FLY so high at the taxi stand ! whee~ shes someone in my my class. till now when i see her. i can laugh till my belly ache :D wahahahahahah. gross.
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