school was fine today(: jus that i reli got to improve my english to a B3, den slowly reached A. den i will be much more better than minli ! hahs. love bio more and more after each lessons. cant wait to learn more bout humans eye:D
life is super duper good in school.
sharing stories with venessa when teachers not around, and sharing the sweetness and bitterness in the love we are having now :D hahs. im reli happy that shes in our class(: and of cos having a crazy friend like minli. nv thot that life can be so good in phs :D someone said 16 and 17 are the best age to have fun. true, provided that you are happy with ur friends. i guess this will be the best yr in my life as a teenager if nothing goes wrong :D

off to do fnn coursework ):

missed him, miss him, missing him ! da pang zi :D ytd !
had great day with tere. altho most of the time was like .. looking at him concentrating on his school work, and smiling to myself. im really happy. :D yeap. i cherished every moment when im with him(:
"will you be my girlfriend? "
*blush* this sicko said without me reminding him !!! ahhh. damn excited this few days. so sweet once again. tho its already getting two years. jus a few more weeks to our two yrs ! :D
thanks terence, for the changes you have made in urself, just to make me feel secure, and confidence that we will move on smoothly. thanks for being so super gentle to me now. unlike last time when i would get scolded no matter what, even when ive done someting right. what ever might happen next, better remember everything we have gone thru or you will die like shit!

valentine's day is round the corner !!! gonna get him a gift. so excited to celebrate our second valentine's day.

miss you miss you miss da pang zi ! ! !

im so glad i made him my lover, he is a good boyfriend that i want to keep. so YOU ! if YOU have any comments on the person i love, so be it. stop gossiping to the whole world, doin this will only show how little your knowledge for love is.
its an advice.

school work giving me problems again ! my dad gives me motivation to study. he did nothing to force me but i feel that his making me stress. reali feel like giving up that stupid fnn.as in, dun put too much effort in it. im really spending too much time on it. i had enough ): well, tough time wun last long. my last yr in school! gonna do my best for the last time to make him happy. common test next few weeks !

tonights cold ! cover ur blanket tight. dun let mosquitos bite(: nights everyone JB with minli this morning. went larkin to cut hair. 7 ringit oni ! then went minli's grandma house(: walk to market ate chicken rice. 3 ringit oni ! bought lotssss of DUNKIN DONUTS . wee ~ my favourite ! :D

den met shiv cyn shelly meihong and bao bao at esplanade (: celebrated shiv birthday. we played powder and had great fun:D
ate satay and continue our photo taking(:



WITH GREAT MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF LOVE <3<3<3 X 10000000000 went night safari with JOBY ! !
let the picture speaks.



like wat mr chandra said.




din take lots of pictures cos its damn dark there but we managed to see animals ! had great fun and laughter with her ! ! ! ! !
took the last train home. she is getting more mature in relationship stuff. and im really happy for her. my dear tere : your 250 words letter makes me smile whenever im stress , thanks :D
theres so much misunderstanding between us in december. and im glad that everything goes back to the same it was last time..after that one month of silence, the kisses, the hugs , it is still the same. because. the love is still there.
but did we made the wrong decision again ? ): all i can say is wait. and see.


truly bestfriend !
erm. thanks turtur. for ur ears tat always listen to me.ur heart that support me no matter what decision i made. i need you and love you as a friend :)
everyone depend on friends to make them smile. YOU too. its not the matter whether we have backbones to stand on our own when everyone turns against you or not. what truly matter is. you have someone who truly cares and love u.. imagine now i say those hurtful words u said to me last time. how would u feel? everyone should grow up by now. stop acting as if you are perfect. stop hiding.
alright. no offence. its jus an advice to SOMEONE. much more evil than me.

off to do f&n coursework, the murderer :( went out with JOBY ytd
:D
reached home and realise we din reli like stop talking for a while.
damn happy. dunno why. i couldnt describe the feelings now..all i can say is that. im very very happy that we manage to patch everyting up after so super long time of silence between us.. because i know. i still like her just like last time(:
stupid f&n. gonna make me stress again. ): but no matter wat. i know. i can do it. because tough time wun last long :D realise i need miss lim's help complete my coursework. thanks a million miss lim(:

meeting terence later <3 life settled into a routine of attending lessons. keeping up with my homework. and looking forward to weekends especially sunday to see him :D its not the last kiss. jus the beginning.. moving on to two years :)

blogskin looks so ugly. argh. never have enough time to change. or even play games.. dun even know what makes me so busy..

im reli stress. and jiemin ! ! ! i can feel your stress too. erm. we shuld have worked hard when we were in primary six.. now end up in normal acc. its like our schedule so different from meifen and renren already ): sad. but nvm. no regrets. lets work hard together for o levels this year. i will be there for you (: 1 jan07
happy new year everyone.
its 2007 ! a brand new year :D

sorry baobao and frens. cant make it till 12 am to count down with you guys. was tooooo tired after soooo long of sleepless.. anyway. still glad that we actually got to sit together for dinner.

went jb with minli on new yr. (: saw he grandma and end up eating mcd together. spent lots of money today. saw rainbow on new year ! heh heh.i know something good will happen this year :D

cant imagine how time flies. have gone thru ALOT during 2006. alot more than last few years. feel more experience. :D hahs. learnt about laughter but also tears. experience joy and also sadness. im growing ! ! (: stronger and stronger after each and every obstacles..thinking thru what happened during 2006. i realise. really ! im growing emotionally.

frens . . so much quarrels between me and friends in 2006.. this assured me of what i truly wan(: and maybe how to be a better person and a best friend. realise frens are important to me and everyone. joby. you were once my bestfriend in 2006(: hopefully things will get better for us, erm. for example. like we will dare to smile and talk to each other..

terence . . . although my 2006 ends with great disappointment and sadness. still, im happy to spent the year trying to get his 'attention' (not successful). and creating great memories with him. rem once we went ice skating. he told me he need to shit. and came back a surprise for me. a blue rose (: rem once our first dance. and also the last dance. it was the cantonese song sang by si wen bing. its so hard to not cry when i listen to that song. erm. . we had so much misunderstanding. maybe . . all the tears are worth it. because. i know. for once. i truly loved someone..

family .. . . realise i need every single one of them . they are my priority. seeing the happiness my elder sis are having now, it makes me smile(: the illness my dad is suffering.makes me cherish him more and more. i believe things will get better this yr.

studies. . . i know the true meaning of 'study study study' (: and i know. im loving it .

for this year.
i will . . .
be a better person.
hate no one.
no fake smiles.
spent more time on family. studies and friends.
spent three mintues everyday for shitting session.
study with laughter.
be less sensitive and emotional.
slim down yet healthy.
pls. i need to grow taller.
be confident.
find the courage to love again.
.
.
.
.
. . . too much to be mention.

(: welcome. 2007. this would be a better year.

today . . .
will this be our last kiss?
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