feeling down this few days ): studies making me sick. only left a few more months to o level. a few more weeks to chinese and midyr exam. . and one more day to weisum CHALET ! yiippieee ! what happened to the school.. keep changing of timetable. useless interaction time every morning. teachers absent. STUPID homeroom system. tell me what is this stupid thing goin on.

tuesday had tuition at night. went sean's parents work place at sembawang. that place so cool. tere went his camp. no more phone talk till sunday.
wednesday after sch met jiemin. . . reach home study study study. the night seems long, without the three words from you. hais .
today . really miss tere loads. have been waiting and waiting for his msg. guess he is really busy right now.
feel stress again. i hope i can give up on everything.. but life is like that right. its not easy at all. thats what i have to go thru in secondary sch . and what we have to go thru to see forever in this relationship.. every step is so tough. we get tossed and struggle from time to time. but this is life. accept it or rot .
talk to my bestfriend. how right that you show me what 'i will always be there for you no matter what' really means.
turk you are always there for me. i wun forget what you have done. sometimes i seriously feel guilty. this few years you are like my guardian angel. whenever i feel sad you will find ways to make me smile instead of saying discouraging words. whenever you hear bad news from the crazies you nv ever failed to care. i can feel it, you have done so much tat if i need to mention the list goes on and on and on. but im sorry for making you wait all the time. sorry i want u to be my bestbestbest friend forever. sorry i love you as my bestbestbest friend not lover. it has been a long long time. if its meant to be, so be it.
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