HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE !
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its our second year celebrating valentines day !
went marina for steamboat with tere at evening. later four of his friends joined us :) his so sweet tonight! altho no flowers for me): hahs. but a kiss is worth a million roses.

the card i made for him ! 99 saga seeds [: dun believe? count it.

sweet right? hahs. COPYRIGHT OK !

rush home after sch, made a peach crumble for him.


we wear our vday gift (:

he sent me home [:
THANK YOU FATASS ! ! ! ! !

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i have never regretted that we seperate for a month during last year dec. many ppl told me. no point breaking up and patch back again.. but they wun understand our situation. tho we've been thru lots of tears, its all worth it. because this time, it really seems to work, it makes us cherish each other more. that one month we've learned alot. ive been growing emotionally after that one month. he changed alot for me and he changed me to a better person too. the way he looked at me was like so different from last time. i couldnt describe. the way he holds my hand now let me feel that he doesnt wan to let go again. the way he tried to intro me to his frens make me feel he is putting in effort to make me feel secure.. altho now he would still vent his anger on me sometimes, after his scolding i could feel that he feels sorry and that he doesnt mean it. unlike last time i will think that he is taking things for granted. he is more sensitive. and seems to put in effort to hold on to this relationship. if you know me well, you will noe ive changed. i wun get angry for little stupid things. i smile a little too much. im really a happy person now. who says girl who need her boyfriend dun have a backbones? they just wun understand. everyone need someone to be happy. and to me. that someone means many people surrounding me[: after that one month ive found myself.. ive found someone. that i hope to have a happily ever after.


READ THIS ! i hope you know who you are.
i dunno whether i should mention ur name. bcos of you, i realised terence is the one i truly love, no matter what makes him imperfect to others. and also ive realised what i really want from my boyfriend. i dun need him to keep whispering sweet nothings to my ears, i dun need him to 24 hrs by my side to care for me and ONLY me, i dun need him to spend money to buy sweet stuff to make me happy when im moody.. all i need is a feeling. if i never met you, i will be just like last time, super demanding that terence couldnt tolerate.. rem what the lot said? i have a benefactor. i guess its you.. im truly sorry to hurt this person. ive learned alot thru him. his someone i can call a friend. but i can understand. you should hate me. we shouldnt still be friends. but i hope you will noe. im sincerely thankful to you[:

BTW. THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO GIVE ME VALENTINE'S DAY GIFT [: I APPRECIATE. irene brought me a catus at her workplace. best valentine's day gift. i will let it grow well, just like im helping myself to grow (:
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